Polleney

Mokhsen should b proud of me now that i can down polleney like a pro
ahahaha

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Sometimes

Sometimes I don feel that u r only a wk n a day old.. Mayb coz of ur physique.. 37wks in my tummy n now u r always on my tummy.. In ur fav position ..sleepin d day away...
Subhannallah.. D great wonders of Allah swt ...

Az Zahra


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Lil g's here...

She's finally here!!

Our lil girl

Syukur alhamdulillah.. I've given birth to Az Zahra bte Mokhsen on d
27th January 2010

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Separation anxiety

I know separation anxiety exists.. In chn n adults.. But I didn't think I would suffer from it.. Hahaha deniAl!! Ub's routine now has been changed in a way he'll spend weekdays wif us n on thurs after sch till sat or sun he'll be wif his Nenek n atuk..I njoy his company so much that when he's not ard.. Things r not fun anymore.. I'll relive his convos.. D things he say n I'll feel so sad after that.. N it made worse when I call him to hear his voice he'll always reject my call.. Hmmm I guess it's hormones.. :( can't wait to have him back tomoro.. I foresee d amount of persuasions we have to do to get him to go to sch on Monday hahahah..

On another story.. I'm at my 34th wks right now.. N m feeling v uncomfortable when night comes.. Can't sleep properly.. Have to sit down n sleep at times hahah..sometimes I do gt frustrated.. Feels like crying at time ahahh hormones!!! I m so emo over lil things.. :(( d last leg.. N we'll all get to see lil g insya Allah.. She's big.. Now she weights abt 2.9kg.. So if she's heavier on d 11th Jan.. I will have to b induced .. I have yet to prepare her stuffs n my e stuffs.. Bought her clothes though.. Jus left to wash it n fold it.. Had been thinking of Nenek recently.. Then jus realized it's her 2nd death anni next wk.. On d 11th Jan if not wrong.. Imiss her..miss having her ard.. :(( al fateha buat Nenek...

Ub's sch updates

It's almost 3 wks ub's in sch.. He still cries when sen leaves for home after sending us.. He cries when I told him I have to go n teach n he still cries when he sees me in my class or at any part of d sch.. He is such a cartoon!!
He normally converses with us in Malay.. N very lil eng as he converses more in eng with auntie (his grandma main caregiver all this while).. So after startin sch he converses more in eng.. AE keep tellin us to switch to eng but I refuse..I wan him to know d time to switch languages rather than pick up a new Lang n forget d old.. This is my personal opinion..*peace*...:)so three wks on.. He's speaking English.. Malay n lil bit of mandarin..more of mandarin coz it's sth v new to him.. It's so funny to hear him speak as he speaks as how he hears it so it's really funny sometimes it's sounds vulgar hahahah!!!
But I m real glad that I send him to sch at this time.. He'll re enacts things that happens in sch n it's so comical at times.. He's a silent observer.. Will jus sit n watch n will do it at home.. He's more independent now..feedin self n finishing it up.. Puttin clothes on himself n will keep saying he wants to do things on his own...

If u can c from this pic he's wearing 2 sets of clothes...


Fed himself.. Though messy but it's a start ... I njoy my time wif him even more now though sometimes I feel like crying when he refuse to cooperate or misbehaves.. I jus dun wan ppl to think I'm not capable of disciplining my child.. But now I couldn't care less.. Each child r diff individual.. They misbehave coz they need an outlet to xpress themselves.. So I should cut myself some slack n
Not stress myself over lil things:)


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Quality time

Having Ub at home is a bliss.. I love d time I have wif him.. Whenever sen goes for his night shift, I'll have few hrs of qt with ub.. It's so precious... It's easy to have conversations with him.. I can understand his speech n he can understand mine.. Bliss such bliss..

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Finally school

First day of school.. Was all happy n cheerful.. But cried when d ayah left.. Cried for most of the day.. That's normal to me.. But heart wrenching for d ayah.. Ub cried even harder when sen came.. It broke his heart to c his son cryin so badly hehe.. Normal for me coz normally I allow him to cry that bad too.. Fetched smil at takasyimaya..She n fil wanted to reward ub for being a brave boy in sch.. Got a new car.. They pamper him.. Sometimes too much I think.. But still syukur alhamdulillah.. They really dote him silly.



Second day.. Sen didn't get to send us as he was in d mornin shift.. I didn't get to sleep well d previous night n was very tired in d morn.. Sen told to cab not to tire me out any further.. Ub was whiney.. He really can whine!! So we cabbed.. Reached.. Spent some time .. N then...



Refused to let me go.. Cried..start all over again...
Third was much better..forTh day ponteng coz he went to nenek's house..fifth day was ok coz there were no kids n he had d centre all to himself..Sixth n seventh day whiney.. N cried a bit.. He'll step out of it.. But I'm glad I send him to sch at this age.. He comes home n sharednwif his grandparents or d ppl at home on what he learnt or did in sch.. Till more updates :))


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