NYE

n so we visited Aniq right...
...
after dat..we went our separate ways...Farah n Naz fer a weddin..Lyd n Boy fer an engagement ...left me Hallie n Momo.. was supposed to meet up wif Cik Ida @ Mustafa..but she told us to jus meet her at bedok... so we were driving pass expo n we saw ....
...so told Momo to go pray b4 droppin me n Hallie there hehheheh ... so chop chop(pinjam eh Hana) shoppin... Momo fetched us..dropped Hallie @ Bedok Mrt n we went on to visit...

she is cute n notty...so noisy !!

..tried taking pics of her so called 'belajar' n every time i tried to snap...she'll go 'tsk' n turn away from me...
then after that..fetched Mama n dada ...

..kesian Ein... not his very active self...
so did we went countdown?? or how did we do it this yr??simple...
we stayed home!!!

We wen..

..visiting today!!!... guess who did we visit??
we went tampines to visit..Aniq Izhan n his daddy n mummi...

will update more next yr k...pics..in my multiply..kekekke

Lyd's

Rozieta's Engagement

I m busy again..

...after d long wkend...n now back @ work.. i'm gonna b in my busy mode again... have 2 places to visit this wk or wknd.. one to Hana's n d other to Nomie's...

..I miss Nom...been a bad bad buddy... kept tellin her we shall have din one day but till she gave birth i've yet to have din wif her... so.. this time i must not disappoint her.. must visit d dear Rian Hakimi...

...next wk gonna b another very busy wk... but shall not think of next wk...
we really need a holiday...
Sen was plannin fer a kl getaway wif his reservist buds plus d other halves minus dat Yan... but d timing is not right...i would love to go ...mayb they have to postpone it to a later date n change d location as..hmmm always kl also sien... bangkok mayb...

have yet to update Lyd's n Rozieta's pics...

24/12

..we r one..

..we r son in luv wif d 'Love Song' by 311..

..it is soo..Zack...

thanks arh YAN WIF D NEW SONY ERICSSON WIF ITUNES...

..suka lar aku kacau kau...


Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Biology class n Kopitalk

...yesterday was jus crazie... wif d usual suspects... first we were @ Newton...

..after not meetin fer some time ..wif Farah outstation...n d rest bz wif other commitements..we finally get to set aside some time to meet up n as usual...be crazy... after that we went to Kaki5 to have a very very belated birthday celebration fer.... these 2 ladies...

... we had kopikopi talk @ kaki5...d guys were jus CRAZIE..lagilagi si Wan...
i jus dunno wat got into us yesterday lar.. hmmm apa rush eh... well..Farah's back in kl again... so hmmm we'll wait fer her to com back this sat..so we can proceed wif d BIG BASH OF D YR.. fer us la dat is hehhehe..hopefully things go on fine...pics r in my multiply.. hihihi

Wifey duties

...after a wk of no Sen.. he's back..fer a while as he has another mobilisation goin on later in d afternoon.. so being d 'good' wife... i baked lasagne... n its a success.. one thing abt Sen..he's never choosy abt food... he'll jus chomp down anythin i cook..even if it doesnt taste nice... he'll give me advice n suggestions on how to make it better n of coz lar i'll heed his advices..coz he can cook well yer know n his advices works... lasagne is a bit leceh to make lar..but if u put ur heart into it.. u can do it... at d end of d whole thing i feel so happy jus by lookin @ d lasagne n how Sen enjoys it..

...hmmm another step fer d project independent...

Reservist

..these 2 r my army babes... sen's goin fer his reservist tomoro n i'll be partnerless fer a wk again!! Syir's here to stay fer d nite.. well she's gettin more n more cleverer day by day...we jus ADORE her!!!

dis babey

Its 4.50am

... ir eally dunno wat de hell i'm doin up in d wee hrs of d mornn.. actually.. hmmm i fell asleep at abt 10pm...had a bad dream n woke up... feelin sleepy but i feel that i shoul post this up b4 i ferget... d bad dream... losing all my closest fren... hmmm in d dream... i dreamt of Tinibear.. we were kind of argued n we kept argueing..till she did somethin to me.. hehehe aka 'Nathan's stunt'.. n dat made it worst...imagine workin in d same place together side by side but we don talk... well dat happen in dat dream...i woke up..sat n thought abt it... d feeling is so awful... i dn like it one bit...made me miss someone...

...i'm such an emotional freak...too soft hearted...for all d things she did to me... i fought wif meself abt callin her... wat was i thinkin??? i forgive easily... i kept thinkin to myself...mayb she did all this bcoz she was lost @ dat point of time...lost n blind n hungry... hungry for position.. blind to see wats happenin to our frenship and lost..whether she should choose between frenship or work?? but friendship == companionship...blah blah blah but work == money and money== lots of other tings... so mayb dat was y she choose work!!!

..well actually wat i want to say here is dat... i'd been spendin too much time @ home wif sen..wif meself... or wif sen's fam or my fam or @ work @ sch dat i failed my job as a friend to some of my other friends..who need me @ d time wen they r @ d lowest point of their life n i fail to help them!!! ARGHHHHH!!! some ppl said i spend too much time wif my frens.. WWHHYY?? bcoz my friends r somewhat like my family... i go out wi my friends i go out wif my family.. but i hadnt been doin dat lately.... argggghhh!!!!

...dear friends.. i'm really sorry if in this period of time i neglect u..or didnt spend much time wif u guys... i'll try my very best to adjust my time ...manage n organise my time properly ...

@ this point of tim
..i miss J Tin...d times we had...laffin our heads of...doin work wif tidbits all around...
..miss mariam... n d crazy things we do in sec sch...
.. my dearest mummy kambing...whom i really neglect..i'm so so sory...
n of coz... d yahya family d old yahya family...
..tok mat mak tok ayah...miss dem ...

A wk passed...

...i'm feelin high n low @ d same time... project indepence is hmmmm on d way... things are goin on pretty well i mus say... this wk had been a hmmm lonely wk... sen's doin his late shift n so i was partnerless fer a wk.. hmmm wonder how its gonna b @ d end of project independence... husbandless n familyless hmmmm...

..anyway.. cant wait fer 24th dec... n of coz 20th jan06... y??

..stay tuned...

D Sunday

...well..we wen to sop's weddin after sen came back.. but didnt make it in time fer sam's weddin.. sop n fairuz...me n sen wish u guys all d best..las yr it was ours n this time its u guys! dats wat u said on d dais... now lets all jus wait fer siti n her ehem ehem...pi

Sunday today...

...today we got 2 weddin to attend..one if my sec sch mate..sopianti!! n d other.. samsuri.. hmmm d dot dot dot...meeting yantty @ 1 Jurong East MRT.. cant wait to meet d x schmates..but sayang mariam not coming..workin.. miss her badly..wish she could make it..
..will b back wif updates laters... taaa

Early saturday mornin...

...a quiet saturday mornin..
..damien rice singin to me...
... tears jus welled up in my eyes...
...i dunno y...
.. all of a sudden..memories came back...
..times we had.. n things we gone thru..
...n i tot i'm d worst sufferin one...

...but i'm not...

.....last nite...
wen fer late supper wif d inlaws n stepmum-inlaw(auntie)
..auntie said somethin abt goin kl..fer a holiday ...
..sen said sth abt d sea games in phillipines... n d cebu island holiday starts..
bapak said its a nice island..better than langkawi...
..bapak said mayb we could all go.. fer hols.. on d 27th.. or if not march...
...hmmmm cebu....
....cebu...
..can it jus b d 2 of us??
...only??...

On Leave!

..on leave today...spend d day in my room..tweakin wif d layout.. heheh sleep... coz i had a rough n long wkend...hmmmm..but d day passed very fast n now its already about a quarter of d day left...miss d gals.. wonder what they had been up too.. one in kl...d other one counting down.. n one more baru balik kl...

hmmm got to go..wanna go dinner wif sen..

Monday...
..yippeeee..this whole week... Sen is on mornin shift...so no more sleepless nite fer me... but jus fer a wk only lar..next wk back to square 1..hmmmm this wk will sure pass very fast... hmmm never mind... i shall njoy this wk while i'm @ it... we're in need of a short getaway!!! fast!pronto!on d double! but...hmmm we need but dunno if we have time fer d getaway..aiyah..

...project independent..still not done yet.. hmmm kinda in d beginning stage...hmmm...

...assignment also in d beggining stage...but i'm thankful dat at least i've started on it....

...hmmm wat else??....

..yesterday was d concert @ UCC... i'm so proud of d Fireman Freds...they were splendid!! even tho they were not my form class... i cant help beaming wif pride when they did their performance yesterday...well done tin... ur d best... m sure gonna miss them next yr.. tin gonna b missing them d most... being in this line of work... theres kids u get to meet.. u'll either hate them or love them to bits... moulding their mind... their thinking n all..its a GREAT feeling when they leave they're full of knowledge n stuffs...its like 'wah i've help them'..i like dat feeling... hmmm but sometime d environment plays a part... i like workin here... as i have my kakis here but.. 'someone' kinda hate d idea of me n my kakis having a good relationship... being on board here was a hell of roller coaster ride fer me... i even was @ d stage of depression but syukur alhamdullilah i had a pillar of strength who was behind me all d time... not my hub..but my partner in crime... HARTINI... ekkeke...if not fer her... i wouldnt have pull thru...

...other matters... found out another 2 'colleagues' in d bloggin world kekekke...shall link them up soon...

Flat..

..hmmmm workin the whole of this wk...hmmm thks to d BIG MOUTHS TEACHERS tomoro we cant claim hrs...stupid...yesterday i slept @ 8pm after tong xing yuan...woke up @ 10 plus to pee n then sleep again till this mornin...i've been so busy @ work that i didnt think abt d things dat i haf to do @ home...bad daughter ..bad wife...

..i really feel so so guilty but sometimes i'm jus to pooped to do stuffs man... tired today but i forced myself to do laundry n fold d clothes..cant thank Sen enuf....he is ever so understandin... but i know i cant carry on being this way...nxt yr...i have to do things on my own... Mama's gonna be km away from me...she's not gonna do laundry fer me... no one will help me wif d chores... but ME!! hmmmm i really deserve a kick in a ass..

...theres d concert tomoro...hafta help wif d makeup...then after everythin...i have to travel all d way to woodlands fer project independent..n i hafta work on monday..tuesday..argh!!! hopefully angie chase me home on wed...

...pls let me settle down my stuffs as soon as possible!!!...

Where's d free massage wen i need one?

....i'm all tensed up....see my tired face???class ended @ 10 jus now.. walked to d bus stop and waited till 10.35 for d bus...n i reached hom at 11.15...arghhhh so tired...if only sen's ard..can fetch me..nana punya malas...lazy to fetch me...

...i enjoy bus rides..gimme time alone to think of my actions..my life...d decisions i made..memories.... i'm jus a sucker fer all these lar.. today.. i tot abt my frens.... d ones who stuck to me tho they don agree wif some things i've done... d ones who assume they know me well but they don..d one who love me fer i am.. well sometimes... u may think u know me very well.. but ur wrong...coz even i am confuse by myself.. even i dunno myself very well... friends....it jus a long long story... but i'm thankful dat i've been blessed wif these friends be it d bad ones or d good ones.... coz they made my life more interestin... made me learn abt d different characters one might have.. how painful it feels when ur being stabbed in d back... n how i felt when i unconciously stabbed someone at d back.. how i feel when someone might feel offended wif things i've said n all dat.. but it helps a bit rite... u know a bit more abt me then.. actually i'm not like dat... but its jus circumstances made me behave dat way... its not easy being a human and not err... we all do rite?? well i'm not perfect n so r u!!

....k got to return to my books n iMan... sleep n welcome sen wif open arms... sleepin is a bore without him...

Why this??
..well y this is bcoz... ever since sen n me got hitched last eve of xmas..i'd been wantin to get a new blog.. on our new journey...our married life.. d ups n downs of married life...how happy i am wif sen n d things we go thru together...but i hmmmm guilty as charged...didnt get to so till now... hmm 10mths plus of our marriage...y didnt i continue @ ariesseira.blogspot?? wel i think some things are better be discreet...abt this new blog...its jus gonna b me me..me me..sen sen ...sen sen...fam..fam...fam n fam...so of my frens... d new things we plan fer us... as in hmmm me n sen... k hmmm lets start wif d biodata of us... jus us...as in me n sen???ouh...

biodata

who: Ariesnawati Bte Zainal n Mokhsen Bin Abdul Latif

age: 24 and 25 respectively

dob: 14 apr and 7 jul

add: toh guan rd fer now...

jobs:moulding d young minds n moulding d bolts nuts screws n watevernots of d aeroplane..

first met: Ghim Moh Secondary School 1994

first impressions: i hated d way he carries himself... n he thought i look too old to be in sec 1

first chat: under his blk..me waitin fer my galfriend who happen to be his chum's steady galfren.. d subject of d chat was my age... asked to c my IC as he didnt believe dat i was an 81er..

coincidences: we were in d band.. his section was seated behind me.. tho we hated one another.. wehad to speak to one another due to us always being 'set up' wif one another...

d story: in 1995...we started to talkin by then...i kept wantin to couple him up wif my pri sch fren noni.. hmmm it 'kinda' going to work...but sen.. hmmm he's not d 'sound stead' type... pemalu konon...so he didnt 'sound' noni...hahahha even tho both like each other..i had those jealous 'pangs' but i thought nothing of that...months later they lost contact... n in 1996..he coupled up wif jurida.... another pri sch mate but wasnt matchd by me... but by one of his classmate..hmmm jurida...wasnt really a gd fren in pri sch... her classgals n mine were jus loggerheads...she display sen like her most prized winning...coz he was d bst juara in dikir barat or sth like dat lar...i had those jealousy 'pangs' again...not bcoz she was wif d best dk barat juara.. but y her?? y not noni... then i realise..even better y not me?? kakakka.....hmmm dat crush..made me treat him hot and cold..d crush dat made me do crazy things.. carvin his name...n finally...d stupidest thing that i did... was to coupled up wif d guy dat sen hated in sch... n that resulted in him ignoring me from 1996 up to1998...2 yrs...d oly time he called me was to ask about his sis..i was quite close to ana..his sis...n seem that during dat time she was having teen problems.. n dat was it...he cont to /ig me.. i then...change my life style to suit... Ars whom i was seeing dat time...1 yr 1 mth n 14 days... we broke up... i was devastated..coz i erm...lost my frens... coz i listned to much to Ars n he left me hanging... rite after my o levels... during raya... on valentine day... i was a wreck...mama was disappointed...papa too.... papa was set to send me packin to aussie... jus to let me build my life all over again...being independent n all... but i cant do it...so i retook my o's...at d end of 1998... we met again... n d first thing he did was hug me.. he hugged me...never did i imagine...sen...showing..feelings fer me??....we met @ d band camp..after d hug..he hold my hand n said how much he misses me...we held hands wherever we go dat nite..n d rest is history... we would laff whenever we remininsce... we would tease one another about how crazy we were..

d engagement: 21st dec 2002..it was a simple affair...m being d crazy one... hehhe n d pampered one..

being engaged..was smooth sailin... thos sometimes it was a bumpy .... but..i still find that d relationship period was really teruk compared to d engagement period... then d big day...

d halal date: 24th dec 2004..was all jittery n stuffs hahha...i still remember days b4 when aisah asked if i was nervous i replied that it was 'chicken'... but it wasnt wen d kadi came... n when sen came in to put on dat bangle on for me... dat kiss on d forehead n d teases from his side n mine... if only i can relive those moments again...

d marriage life: hmm 10 mths hmmm...i learn a new thing abt sen every day... i love him...he's a diff man.. from sch time to now... he's a very diff man... i admire his determinations... how he quit smokin...how he started praying from scratch..religious class...more time fer me less time fer d band when last time it was d other way round..sen he never fails to amaze me...i jus ADORE him...

... i think i shall stop at this... more on d next steps..on another day...

...sen's on nite shift again n i really miss him at this time...

miss u baby coma back quick!!