the curtains are closed fer now...mayb pen n paper is still better than all this thingamajig..

Ich versteht dunno warum.. manchmal sein jus damit hart, Sie zu machen, wie ich fühle..., wenn Sie denken, dass ich Sie gut Sie verletzt habe, verletzen mich auch.. erfreut bitte nicht denkt nur von sich. .ok... ich habe Gefühle auch!

d after effects

...d after effects aries??...
..poww booom poww again... left right center up n down...
...lagi2 kau aries..lagi2 kau...
..kena lagik..asal la selalu kau so naive macam ni...
..so forgiving..thinkin dat retaliation is never d solution...
..i think dats where ur wrong..sometimes retaliation do help...
.ni xi hen da de pen tan...
..u know wat i think??...
..i think u should go back to ur books..ur assignment..ur commitments.. n wateverhaveyous n jus dun care...
..never mind...let it be...

..now?? now i jus feel like cuddling up wif sen...
..when d ppl ard u turn their back against u..remember theres only one...

....if u keep gettin things u wan jus by opening ur mouth y don u do d same for ur goals??..y are such a MAVA FUNGKULO COLIONI?? as ta ri kat so...

x

..its almost 6 yrs since u left..
..since we met..
..d last being me passing back ur stuffs, bawling my eyes out...
..i went through lots..jus to leave u behind n
...i tot dat affection was long gone..
..but then it was actually sleepin...
..it was awaken last nite.....
....it rakes up d past...
..y now?? y must it be now??..
....sleep again...sleep again...or rather...
..pls die...

..i'm happy as it is..
..wif d someone who tot he's d second fiddle...
.but he had always n will always be d first n d last..
..n dat..i will bring it to my grave...


kekasih awal dan akhir..hidup ke mati

You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next year,


and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,

you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,


I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

Dada


..Dada had been wantin his own mp3 player ever since he saw a cousin of ours had her own... Dada being d last n one n only brother always get his way.. if not from me.. it will either be from Nana or Sen... so this time.. Sen got him a bransek mp3 player... upload some of his fav songs n gave it to him... d look on his face.. ah..priceless.. he was grinnin from ear to ear... told him dat... we will take it away from him if he misbehaves or he don listen..very simple rules... n it works... Dada kakak love u lots... hehehe

Is it?

1st day of 2006

...we didnt do much on first day of 2006... attended his cousin's weddin in Teck Whye n went to Badut's bro's weddin after dat.. was suppose to have spring cleaning but was only 1/4 done wen Papa wanted to have dinner in JB.. so off we go ..wif Alfian in tow...

NYE

n so we visited Aniq right...
...
after dat..we went our separate ways...Farah n Naz fer a weddin..Lyd n Boy fer an engagement ...left me Hallie n Momo.. was supposed to meet up wif Cik Ida @ Mustafa..but she told us to jus meet her at bedok... so we were driving pass expo n we saw ....
...so told Momo to go pray b4 droppin me n Hallie there hehheheh ... so chop chop(pinjam eh Hana) shoppin... Momo fetched us..dropped Hallie @ Bedok Mrt n we went on to visit...

she is cute n notty...so noisy !!

..tried taking pics of her so called 'belajar' n every time i tried to snap...she'll go 'tsk' n turn away from me...
then after that..fetched Mama n dada ...

..kesian Ein... not his very active self...
so did we went countdown?? or how did we do it this yr??simple...
we stayed home!!!

We wen..

..visiting today!!!... guess who did we visit??
we went tampines to visit..Aniq Izhan n his daddy n mummi...

will update more next yr k...pics..in my multiply..kekekke

Lyd's

Rozieta's Engagement

I m busy again..

...after d long wkend...n now back @ work.. i'm gonna b in my busy mode again... have 2 places to visit this wk or wknd.. one to Hana's n d other to Nomie's...

..I miss Nom...been a bad bad buddy... kept tellin her we shall have din one day but till she gave birth i've yet to have din wif her... so.. this time i must not disappoint her.. must visit d dear Rian Hakimi...

...next wk gonna b another very busy wk... but shall not think of next wk...
we really need a holiday...
Sen was plannin fer a kl getaway wif his reservist buds plus d other halves minus dat Yan... but d timing is not right...i would love to go ...mayb they have to postpone it to a later date n change d location as..hmmm always kl also sien... bangkok mayb...

have yet to update Lyd's n Rozieta's pics...

24/12

..we r one..

..we r son in luv wif d 'Love Song' by 311..

..it is soo..Zack...

thanks arh YAN WIF D NEW SONY ERICSSON WIF ITUNES...

..suka lar aku kacau kau...


Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Biology class n Kopitalk

...yesterday was jus crazie... wif d usual suspects... first we were @ Newton...

..after not meetin fer some time ..wif Farah outstation...n d rest bz wif other commitements..we finally get to set aside some time to meet up n as usual...be crazy... after that we went to Kaki5 to have a very very belated birthday celebration fer.... these 2 ladies...

... we had kopikopi talk @ kaki5...d guys were jus CRAZIE..lagilagi si Wan...
i jus dunno wat got into us yesterday lar.. hmmm apa rush eh... well..Farah's back in kl again... so hmmm we'll wait fer her to com back this sat..so we can proceed wif d BIG BASH OF D YR.. fer us la dat is hehhehe..hopefully things go on fine...pics r in my multiply.. hihihi

Wifey duties

...after a wk of no Sen.. he's back..fer a while as he has another mobilisation goin on later in d afternoon.. so being d 'good' wife... i baked lasagne... n its a success.. one thing abt Sen..he's never choosy abt food... he'll jus chomp down anythin i cook..even if it doesnt taste nice... he'll give me advice n suggestions on how to make it better n of coz lar i'll heed his advices..coz he can cook well yer know n his advices works... lasagne is a bit leceh to make lar..but if u put ur heart into it.. u can do it... at d end of d whole thing i feel so happy jus by lookin @ d lasagne n how Sen enjoys it..

...hmmm another step fer d project independent...

Reservist

..these 2 r my army babes... sen's goin fer his reservist tomoro n i'll be partnerless fer a wk again!! Syir's here to stay fer d nite.. well she's gettin more n more cleverer day by day...we jus ADORE her!!!

dis babey

Its 4.50am

... ir eally dunno wat de hell i'm doin up in d wee hrs of d mornn.. actually.. hmmm i fell asleep at abt 10pm...had a bad dream n woke up... feelin sleepy but i feel that i shoul post this up b4 i ferget... d bad dream... losing all my closest fren... hmmm in d dream... i dreamt of Tinibear.. we were kind of argued n we kept argueing..till she did somethin to me.. hehehe aka 'Nathan's stunt'.. n dat made it worst...imagine workin in d same place together side by side but we don talk... well dat happen in dat dream...i woke up..sat n thought abt it... d feeling is so awful... i dn like it one bit...made me miss someone...

...i'm such an emotional freak...too soft hearted...for all d things she did to me... i fought wif meself abt callin her... wat was i thinkin??? i forgive easily... i kept thinkin to myself...mayb she did all this bcoz she was lost @ dat point of time...lost n blind n hungry... hungry for position.. blind to see wats happenin to our frenship and lost..whether she should choose between frenship or work?? but friendship == companionship...blah blah blah but work == money and money== lots of other tings... so mayb dat was y she choose work!!!

..well actually wat i want to say here is dat... i'd been spendin too much time @ home wif sen..wif meself... or wif sen's fam or my fam or @ work @ sch dat i failed my job as a friend to some of my other friends..who need me @ d time wen they r @ d lowest point of their life n i fail to help them!!! ARGHHHHH!!! some ppl said i spend too much time wif my frens.. WWHHYY?? bcoz my friends r somewhat like my family... i go out wi my friends i go out wif my family.. but i hadnt been doin dat lately.... argggghhh!!!!

...dear friends.. i'm really sorry if in this period of time i neglect u..or didnt spend much time wif u guys... i'll try my very best to adjust my time ...manage n organise my time properly ...

@ this point of tim
..i miss J Tin...d times we had...laffin our heads of...doin work wif tidbits all around...
..miss mariam... n d crazy things we do in sec sch...
.. my dearest mummy kambing...whom i really neglect..i'm so so sory...
n of coz... d yahya family d old yahya family...
..tok mat mak tok ayah...miss dem ...

A wk passed...

...i'm feelin high n low @ d same time... project indepence is hmmmm on d way... things are goin on pretty well i mus say... this wk had been a hmmm lonely wk... sen's doin his late shift n so i was partnerless fer a wk.. hmmm wonder how its gonna b @ d end of project independence... husbandless n familyless hmmmm...

..anyway.. cant wait fer 24th dec... n of coz 20th jan06... y??

..stay tuned...