Thirdly

..i dunno how u do it.. but u made me pissed at one point but at another u made me all warm n fuzzy inside.. thank u ah..

sometimes i wonder to myself.. how come u can stand all this nonsense from me but no one else?? best la.. ur alwways d best...


i had a hmmmm bonding time wif Dada d Golden Boy of d family.. who Papa calls 'My Boy'.. who's spoiled rotten.. whom i cant stand.. coz mayb we r SOOOOO alike... Sen says we are mirror image only that i'm d female n he's d male version.. n so we had a bonding session jus now.. n i jus realised that my Dada is growing up.. VERY WELL... n i teared when i saw d things he did jus now.. n i teared again when i was sharing this wif Nana n Mama...n nearly teared again when i shared wif Sen..i've been too busy minding other ppl's child that i fail to c Dada...pls don grow up too fast... ur still and will always be my kaki ayam...

emo again i know!

First and second

Firstly.. i would like to thank d gals.. for d celeb.. tho its a belated one.. its still great..thank u so much.. gals n of coz.. d guys lar..

secondly...
this wk gonna sux real bad.. n i'm already facing d heat... chix!

back to being and emo freak!

Its Thursday!

...by the time i get home today.. its gonna b friday..d Friday where someone's off.. but still i'm gonna b at work.. i'm still gonna have to go fer my class..while he will make himself busy wif d hmmm crooners?? so will i chill wif Syasya Suria Jo n Kris?? while someone croons till early morn??
Hmmm.. i shall b d good one this time.. i'll go home.. pack some stuffs.. wash.. clean.. n wait till he come home..yeay.. a great wk so far!

fly fly far away...

Graduation?

..coming??..guess soo...
n i'm gonna miss these ppl who made nite sch enjoyable..
tho some of them sux to d core..
d rest r great..
jus as i'm startin to njoy all this.. its gonna b back to square 1..


so far so gd.. things r great so far...

Pictorials




d week was great!!
Lets have another gd week!! i can feel it in my hip bone!!

Week

LETS MAKE IT A GD WK!


Thurs
Sasha Suria Kris Jo Glen Angel Alfred crazy shakira hips dont lie plain water wild wallabies friendly wallabies sweat plain water 7up carnaval ricky martin d jealous gf platform broken glasses taxi ride Nana home sister talk sleep

Fri
met Tin sweat work Shafiq's place cute Uu karaoke home Mak's house Ana KL home

Sat
Tin Camden Medical JP sweat home sleep BBQ home

SUn
Tin woodlands sweat work late lunch home sleep triple x chit chat sleep

Its a dog eat dog world

*We

sad again??
we were jus talkin abt u 2 days back n u called today..
m very sad to hear abt ur latest news..
its like a film playin in my mind..
blk315..
that thick piping lorry ride,
Am.. u endured all those.. n yet this have to happen..
we must meet.. we must..
i jus wanna hug you and wipe those tears away..
u were there when i needed u n i wan to b there for u..
whenever u need me..
or us but pls don shun us jus bcoz ur bog down wif all these..
u have us.. u do u know...
i don wan u to feel lost.. jus like last time..
no more lost moment pls..

those skipping thursday class..

4

i kept looking at d pic.. d 4..
i think i miss them...

*I am

i don wanna b someone whom i don wanna b...
i am who i am n
i am what i am..
yrs back someone said this to me
b who u wanna b n not wat they want u to b..
n he repeated it back to me this wkend..
n made me realise wat a fool i had been..
keeping up wif appearances..saying things that i don normally say..
made myself feel so small..n so angry at myself sometimes..
i don like to hurt ppl's feelings but i didnt realise that..
dalam kesibukan not to hurt person A's feelings i'll hurt B's instead..
life....


hey beb..thanks for that prep talk..u know i need it.. luv u beb

Q time

..its sunday..
saturday was fun.. a bit rushing tho..

Rushing story.
Sen rushed home to get his stuffs fer activation..
Rushed home then to pick me n Dada up to meet Az n d rest..
Rushed to JB to top up petrol..n buy d necessary items fer Papa..
Rushed to go get my Happy Heart..
then rushed to pick d 3 ppl under 512..
then off to Changi V as d baby was craving for ayam penyek..
hmmm our 4th in a span of 3 wks?
d rushing story stopped at Changi V..

took our time to eat.. chit chat.. d Siti topic came up again... as usual lar..
had ayam penyek..satay..kerang n otak2..
next wk jb plak la eh kalau someone tak de standby..

today..
pagi2 dah ada memo..jamming session today..
hmm jamming season dah start balik eh De?
normally i lazy to tag but mayb today i will..
nak dgr lagu2 ala pub
feeling feeling aje la eh..


then its family time...

Camou

Sofian,Nizam,Shamkoo.. called d phone..
but owner aint home.. yet
called again..
n d owner was showering..
apa nasib..
they r d camou mates..

we gotta run man we gotta run cited by Sofian

run la kau dari pasir ris sampai clementi..

hmmmm meanwhile...
i've got to stay home..some chores.. KB..
n wait for him..
for our 'merayap' project wif Az Yantty n d hub..
oh plus Dada

whirl

at work..my mind is in a whirl..
there r lots of stuffs to settle..
d date on d 3rd of may ..
purchases..money in n money out..
paints floors aircon..
daybeds d machines from d small to d big
my practicum's coming
i need a break but no SOUND of bonus yet..
hmmm i very disappointed wif the way things r now
more things to do but still not being appreciated..
p's fine d m's a problem..
work hand in hand will yer?
shall we jus work wat we're paid for?
but thats jus not us..

another note..
this wk is goin on too fast.. its already thurs.. tom friday then come saturday then sunday.. i think i n sen got no life..
monday to friday work.. saturday n sunday time to do wat we like n wat we enjoy then back to d whole routine again... it is so ROUTINE!!!!so so routine..
i think..
i'm jus tired..

Gals of mine
..it always happen this way..
i would b thinking of old times n few days later.. 'hocus pocus' i'm 'linked' to the past..
was on msn wif one of d 'beachbummers inc' then she added another n so theres 3 of us reminiscne..abt d old times.. then.. ada gambar lama lar...i like d pic wif 4 of us.. hiding from prying eyes kat tepi tangga.. hmmm tepi tangga seem to be our favourite haunt ah eh last time.. but pics r hmmm blurred?? ahhaha to have that mysterious 'picture' of whose who.. i got a rep to protect..

they r my beach kakis..
they r my taitee kakis..
my clubbin kakis..
my mabukin-in-mornin kakis..
my late fri sat nites and sun morns kakis...
my joget2 kakis..
my overnite kakis...
my smokin kakis...
my gila2 kakis...
gals of mine..
d one who contribute quite a sum.. of d old clubbin days..
now semua dah relak one corner.. rite??

HRC

Happy Bday Aries!
its been years down the road since your hrc celeb .. now .. we've all reach our diff chapters in life ..
so may all your wishes cum true .. and here's my baby dusts for yaaaa ...
thanks for coming just now .. but sad .. you miss the musical fountain! ahah!!
Happy 25 AriesSentoL
mommi & daddi Adyan | 04.14.06 - 9:07 am | #



hmmmm msg from Adyan's Mummy certainly brought memories of yesteryears.. back again..
That HRC birthday party was a BLAST... can i say that again.. it was a BLAST....funny and somewhat impossible as it might seem.. i still have presents from that yr.. d glow frame from d g@ydiv@s..dat bracelet from Reeno those birthday cards from Kunta n Maggi_69..d necklace from Masmerah..n the free entry to HRC from Abg Jedi no less.. eheheh..
we shaked bon bons..we did d latino we did that up n down thingy which Aisah n Leyna tot me.. we grooved.. jived... we literally rocked Hard Rock lah that nite.. how can i forget.. but now.. we r at diff. chapters..like wat Aisah said.. i tot after d weddin i could like.. still jump n jive jus like last time.. but hmmm i think i was wrong la..coz it jus stopped.. hmmmm i think d experience of being married to Sen jus slowed me down.. or mayb i think i had enuf..tired of d whole dancing..jumping jiving ..mabuking scene.. n till now.. we (Me n Sen) haven look back since.... tho we sometimes blare d speakers and dance in d bedroom...tho we still do berasap wif JB cigs.. n Sen still get his dosage of 'ala pub' scene during his jamming sessions.. it stop at that..but still i thank d ppl who had made d memories of clubbing n gila2 fun..n of coz memorable..i still do miss those time.. n when i do.. i dance to d mirror of me..

gila tak??gila eh..

i think i've come to a kesedaran of why i am in this life

Ernz

Damai Seafood

Adyan

2IN1

Hey u..
Today is our day..
Guess how much i miss u..
Guess how much i had been thinking of u
Guess how much i talked about u..
Guess what i had been doing for d past 5 yrs..
5th year n still counting
The same old routine...
Tears b4 d joy of being a yr older..
Every Apr 14th..
U remind me.. d day my mum brought me to this world..
N d day u left us all..
So sad so sad
I miss u.. i always do..
I thought abt u.. i always do..Sen can vouch for dat..
I talked abt u..
N i'm always reminded of u..
One small marlboro menthols n rocher pls...
Is enuff.. for me from u..
No complains.. remember??
Al-fateha for u..
Till we meet..

@ d end of d rainbow..smiling @ me

*End of d painful wk

.. d wk wasnt so painful after all.. wif d many happenings on Sat n Sun itself.. it was ok.. sch drained me out work too..
Saturday
it was great..yet another fam gathering fer d apr babies.. or should i say BIG babies.. we had bbq@ Ibu's place.. it was riot!! d usual makcik2 kecoh lar .. Ibu fried kuey tiaw n noodles..Mama bought d barang2 bbq Cik Eda agar2 Cik Rama yong tahu stuff Cik Ya hmmm i forgot heheh bcoz there were too many food.. Cik Lala Ayam n ayam.. me cheesecake yg tertinggal kat carpark...
After that we met Az fer supper @ AL Ameen n then headed home..

SUnday
Sen usual soccer match.. then to Pasir Ris fer Shidah's wedding.. then to d woods...viewing..west mall fer some walkin session..errands..home...Sen's jamming session was canceled.. so he watched Miss Universe while i started on d assignment..

This week.. is DA WEEK.. 5yrs since MOnkey Limbs passed on.. 2nd yr wif Sen..but a lonely wk.. d wk wif only me Nana n Dada.. only d sibs as d parents have to do some es elefen project of theirs.. so its jus us.. Sen.. night shift this wk..

sampai ke akhir nanti...