On course

I'm so sleeping

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Ayubi speaks

Lion dance

See!! Always doing crazy things together... Sen don mind doing crazy
things as long as he gets to entertain ub.. Well that's what's being a
dad is all abt right.. I wonder how he'll juggle 2 later.. I think he
can manage.. He is such a gd dad.. Today is a lazy day.. Going for
raya visits only later..
On another story.. Kinda worried for my buddy.. Wondering what
happened ...

Raya

Ayubi restless.. Haha

Dreams

Last night I dreamt that it was raya... Was time to ask for
forgiveness when Nenek came n hugged me... I was shocked.. Exclaimed
'eh Nenek masih hidup!' to which she replied... 'Nenek sentiasa
ada...' that made me feel angry with myself... For writings about how
much I miss her.... Now that she's gone... When actual fact she is
still around...
Yes Nenek is still around.... Here in my heart... In my memories... Al
fateha buat Nenek ku yg tersayang selamanya....

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Raya to do list

•fold clothes
•wash clothes
•change d guys buttons
•change bedsheet
•change curtains
•buy shawl n brooch
•send nine west wedges to cobbler to mend
•iron clothes
•mop n deodorize room
•print n prepare money packets

Will update accordingly hahah!!

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Wats ur problem

I'm not involve in ur arguement so don drag me in n show ur arse!!

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Us in early yrs

I happened to read an entry I wrote during Ramadhan last yr... Abt how
much I miss Nenek.. I miss her though it's already 2 yrs since her
passing... Watching PR just now made it worse.. Coz Nenek was almost
like d main character before her passing.. D show had some
similarities to our family.. D diabetes.. D disagreements.. D passing
in 1st syawal.. But all were solved... I think... Nenek she never
Susahkan kita.. Even when she left she tak menyusahkan sesiapa... In
fact she left us things that we never thought she had so much... But
with this some ppl forget who r families n who should have
priority..Well what can i say... Those feelings r sealed... Al fateha
Nenek ...

Books for Ub

Ub is at d reading stage now... So I'm buying as many books for him to
'read'... I'm quite please with his developmental milestones... Being
in d early childhood field I tend to get 'kan cheong' when I see some
missing areas in ub's development... But those missing areas make up
for other areas that are present... I'm d guilty weekend
Parent where he spends most of his time on weekdays at my mil's.. but
I must say my mil did a great job in making sure he's exposed to all
pies aspects... Syukur alhamdulillah... One thing he lacks though...
Mixing with peers socially... Oh that's a toughie... But nvm i'm
looking fwd to dec where he'll b back home for good n I can tackle
that area... We r expecting a ne member in d Sen's family most prob in
mid feb... Ub's little sibling... I know he's gonna b a good big
brother n I can't wait to c him developing his big bro character..
Soon soon

Foolin ard

These two... Have their own jokes.. Own games.. I can sit n watch d
two of them fool around for hours n never get sick of it...

Cheeky face!!

This is what I get when asked him to smile for pic! Cheeky!!!

I miss ayubi this wk is a packed one so he had to stay @ his grams for
a longer period if time:((

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New toy

Testing out the new toy!!!

Kids Say d Darnest Thing...

Nana likes to teach Ayubi nonsense..
Well it is funny to hear him talk nonsense.. n of coz we as parents will correct him.. n its even funnier when he say d correct things!!

he was playing Cooking Mama..Nana said 'K let's cook pork rice'
So they 'cooked' pork rice...mayb he thinks that pork is jus a harmless food item.. n so...

Yesterday when he reached home ..he said, "B very hungry..lapar..nak makan pork ah!!"
Imagine the shock we had!!
Hahahahah

So we corrected him.. told him what pork was.. n that we Muslims CANNOT eat pork..touch or cook pork.. only in games..because pork is haram.. did a bit of explaining what haram is.. but being in his age.. i dunno how much he actually absorbed what we explained.. Nana reinforced the topic again this morning... Syukur alhamdulillah..

So for lunch today i tot of cooking fishball soup wif rice for him.. so i told him "B..ibu masak kan B today ok".. to which he replied "Eh mana boleh!!" I was of coz puzzled.. asked him why tak boleh...and he answered, "Eh tak ley cook pork..pork kan haram!! Tak ley cook tak ley makan" with his oh-so-serious face..

i.. couldnt help it.. burst out laughin!!..
d things he say.. sometimes.. i cant believe that he is still a 2 yr old.. hmmm
so adult like!!

Act3 with Yubs..Sara n Eni..

We spent the morning @ Act3.. it was fun..Teacher Juriah..was nice .warm and very engaging wif the kids..Sara n Ayubi were in separate class mayb coz i registered late.. Ayubi was fine during the warm up dancing and hummin to song.. but started to freeze when ppl were lookin at him.. insisted i hugged and cuddled hm.. but was ok after that.. he walked around d classroom.. did d singing..acting and imagination part of it.. putting up his hands and said 'my turn my turn' when Teacher Juriah asked if anyone wanted to get their turns at the ball..reading or just doing the body actions.. after an hr.. he was all tired out.. gave Teacher Juriah a hug and marched out of the classroom.. literally...

He was kinda in his own world.. saluting ppl.. marching and act as he was a soldier.. in a parade square.. it helps that the area does look like a parade square hahahah!! He really amazes me.. d person who started Act3 asked if i would enrol him since he was already doing the imagining thing and stuffs.. told her i just might...

I like that he was socialising in d class..d class was a routine and i like at the tot of that...but it is so..inaccessible.. hmmm maybe i would consider it again...after i get my license..to drive that is hahahha..

Sara liked her class too..Eni tot of enrolling her too.. but maybe hmmmm lets just source out for more trial classes n decide then..

So it was vivo next..Eni wanted to get vouchers fer her sil.. walked around.. was kinda diff at first coz..no stroller,,it was almost naptime.. AYubi's cranky already.. but it helps having Sara around.. she called out to Ayubi..they challenged each other by running or walkin faster..lunch was @ Earle's...d kids were gd.. ate.. ENi n I chatted...Feisal came n sent me n Yubi home...

Both kids conked out in d car.. they were pretty much tired out after the whole morning of activity..till d next playdate!!!

My Love...

Me..typing out my observations while.. Ayubi..watching Mickey Mouse clubhouse.. he sang-a-long the opening song.. n it was d cutest thing ever..

 

My the things he do..

Always surprises me!!

Not @yemyone anymore.. Now @endteeyou

I love weekends.. but i dread this wkend.. not d normal wknd..

After this wkend..i'm no longer travelling to yemyone for work.. instead it will be @ endteeyou..

God its hard...

Missing Ng, Nor..Chen.. n d people i'm missing most.. d children...

5 yrs.. they lit up my mornings.. wif cheery greetings, cries for mum/dad...fights, quarrels..writings..readings...

arguements..complains..vomit..watever u can link think of when i say 18mths to 6yr olds..

Parents.. though they can b shitty at times.. but d bond..built over 5 yrs is so strong.. that they cried when we said our final gdbyes...

It so surreal...5yrs passed so fast.. memories of me starting work with my best bud then is still fresh in my memory..

There's more to write.. but.. i guess i'll leave it at that...

2003 - 2008

It was good while it lasted..

School for Yubi...

Hmmmm.. plans were .. Yubi to attend d tods class @ yem yone with me..

But sad to say.. the lease ended.. and yem yone and us ...split..

Come 1st Dec.. i'm posted to NTU.. to begin a new life..yeah d distance's far..

But..i'm willing to put all that aside coz i'm taking d same level as my buddy!!!

NTU no tods class.. Sen is anal about d sch Yubi goes to.. this cannot..that cannot..

So for now d plan is to send him to a short hr prog on wkdays and wkends..

He's quite a handful now.. poor Auntie.. penat look after him.. so..playgroup in d morning..so that Auntie can have a few hours of freedom without him around..

It sure aint easy to look a playgroup ..i'm hmmm anal abt d curriculum hahahha..

Guess searcin thru the net is not as good as being there myself..

One of these days shall take leave and walk as a mystery shopper and see how's d curriculum like..

hehhehe

all for this precious one...

Pisses me off...

i hate that stupid liar liar pants on fire..
I had it..
I m so glad we are moving out of yem yone..
Wif stupid theraphy..liarliar..YX's mother..
Liarliar gave us a 'no' for if she feels welcome whenever she comes to the centre...
NG confronted her and she said ' well only u n TN would say good morning to me when i come'
F u!!U blind or deaf?? Or both??wat the hell was i doing when i see u then?
these yem yone ppl are so f ed up!!
5 years ..we were there..teach ur kids.. delivering the curriculum.. sharing our love n care..
n at the end of the 5 yrs this is wat we get??
i m so disappointed.. so so disappointed...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so frustating!!!

Raya came....

 

Spot the difference..

The first pic look kinda empty huh...

First raya without Nenek... d first raya i felt so empty...

We all met for a while.. i dunlike d kind arrangement we had that day..

it all happened so fast..

Taking the family pic was d most looked-forward event of d day...

Cousins...aunties would touch up their make up..uncles would set up their trpods and camera in order to get the best shot..

Families would scramble for the best 'seats' to get their faces properly shot by the cameras..

We wouls take a loooooong time.. but it was all fun...

This yr..it was pap...pap and done...

You'll nvr know when ur last moments will be right =(...

D eve of raya...i stayed home..coz i remembered Cik Ida said nenek would visit us...

D share of money i had for nenek... was donated to d mosque..in her name...

Al fateha buat nya...