the curtains are closed fer now...mayb pen n paper is still better than all this thingamajig..

Ich versteht dunno warum.. manchmal sein jus damit hart, Sie zu machen, wie ich fühle..., wenn Sie denken, dass ich Sie gut Sie verletzt habe, verletzen mich auch.. erfreut bitte nicht denkt nur von sich. .ok... ich habe Gefühle auch!

d after effects

...d after effects aries??...
..poww booom poww again... left right center up n down...
...lagi2 kau aries..lagi2 kau...
..kena lagik..asal la selalu kau so naive macam ni...
..so forgiving..thinkin dat retaliation is never d solution...
..i think dats where ur wrong..sometimes retaliation do help...
.ni xi hen da de pen tan...
..u know wat i think??...
..i think u should go back to ur books..ur assignment..ur commitments.. n wateverhaveyous n jus dun care...
..never mind...let it be...

..now?? now i jus feel like cuddling up wif sen...
..when d ppl ard u turn their back against u..remember theres only one...

....if u keep gettin things u wan jus by opening ur mouth y don u do d same for ur goals??..y are such a MAVA FUNGKULO COLIONI?? as ta ri kat so...

x

..its almost 6 yrs since u left..
..since we met..
..d last being me passing back ur stuffs, bawling my eyes out...
..i went through lots..jus to leave u behind n
...i tot dat affection was long gone..
..but then it was actually sleepin...
..it was awaken last nite.....
....it rakes up d past...
..y now?? y must it be now??..
....sleep again...sleep again...or rather...
..pls die...

..i'm happy as it is..
..wif d someone who tot he's d second fiddle...
.but he had always n will always be d first n d last..
..n dat..i will bring it to my grave...


kekasih awal dan akhir..hidup ke mati

You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next year,


and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,

you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,


I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

Dada


..Dada had been wantin his own mp3 player ever since he saw a cousin of ours had her own... Dada being d last n one n only brother always get his way.. if not from me.. it will either be from Nana or Sen... so this time.. Sen got him a bransek mp3 player... upload some of his fav songs n gave it to him... d look on his face.. ah..priceless.. he was grinnin from ear to ear... told him dat... we will take it away from him if he misbehaves or he don listen..very simple rules... n it works... Dada kakak love u lots... hehehe

Is it?

1st day of 2006

...we didnt do much on first day of 2006... attended his cousin's weddin in Teck Whye n went to Badut's bro's weddin after dat.. was suppose to have spring cleaning but was only 1/4 done wen Papa wanted to have dinner in JB.. so off we go ..wif Alfian in tow...