Family time

Family time is very important...
I remember when I was young...
Every wkend papa would asks us where we wanna go.. N he'll bring us to wherever we requested to..

So now... D baton has passed to me..I wan to spend time n bring my kids to whever they wan to go.. So far we had been to vivo.. Let ub play with water.. N I think I got to plan more stuffs to explore...






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Life n death

Sen's grandma passed away today..Semoga Allah mencucuri rohnya Dan tempatkannya di antara org2 yg beriman.. Amin

From d time auntie called to convey d message till now.. Memories of d time Nenek passed away played in my mind.. Again n again like a repeat telecast show.. How I spent time wif her before she left.. How I took time to shower her.. Keep calling out softly to her .. Coz to me she looks like she's just sleeping.. Not gone.. But d fact is.. Reality is.. She has gone .. Allah loves her..

It's two yrs since she's gone.. But it still feels like yesterday .. She stroked my hair when I told her I had fever.. When she held my hand n not let go.. When she called to ask me what I'm doing n if I'm fine...I still remember that lil tiny hole on her forehead that I would look for wheever we have our 'carik uban' session.. N we would laugh as we talk abt it..

Nenek.. I miss u..

Al fateha..

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Proud..

We were having our normal conversations-b4-sleep..

I told Zahra, "I'm so proud of u adik coz u behave v well today!"

N d bro added,"ibu I'm so proud of u too bcoz u v clever!"

Hahaha!!

Early day out

Sending Ub to sch.. Then fetching d in laws.. Going jb today.. Grocery shopping..

On another note.. I like d néw tudungs Fatin bought for me!!




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Temp. SAHM

Njoying my maternity leave now n I have d first hand experience of being a SAHM.. It ain't easy boy.. My routine would b as follows:-
Wake up
Prepare Ub for sch
Send him off to sch
Load dirty clothes n run washin machine
Cook while eaitng for clothes to wash
Hang clothes
Collate d dry ones
Fold and keep d clean clothes

And all this while juggling feeding Zahra.. Making her sleep.. Have my lunch.. Preparing lunch for d Ayah n having conversations with him..

Ayah's on semi perm night shift till I pass my driving so that he can send Ub to sch.. So watever time he has before he sleeps if quality time... He is a great help.. N I'm thankful to Allah for blessing me with a great other half.. Understanding,helpful n ever so forgiving..



Ub can b very trying at times.. Trying d soft n hard approach on him now.. It's tiring but we got to handle it.. Coz how d child behaves it reflects on d parents.. He has so many backers.. So I guess we have to b firm in this..



Jus got v upset with Ub.. Had been coughing.. Told everyone to refrain from giving him sweets.. That failed!! He insisted n threw a fit .. A major temper.. Hid n finished d whole pack.. So upset but.. Wat is done cannot b undone.. N jus now he coughed n coughed n threw up on d bed..was so upset with him.. Smacked him n sent him to d kitchen.. Asked him to stay there n don move till I ask him to.. He cried.. Saying he wans ibu.. I was sad that I had to punish him this way but I'm so angry coz he refuse to listen n wan things his way.. Wasn't being d ece train person here jus now.. Cleaned up.. Took out all d sweets n cold drinks n told him to finish it to which he answered he'll cough more.. Tau takpe!! Let him cry a bit more.. Cleaned him n got him to dress himself.. Ain't gonna help coz he can do it on his own in sch.. He did it.. Hugged n told him that i scolded him not bcoz I don love him.. I love him so much that's y I scolded him... I cried coz I was really sad .. Sad that I had to punish him that way.. I don wan it to b jus bcoz he's a brother now I'm harsh on him..:(hmmm parenthood...

As for Zahra .. She's all right.. Clingy to me.. Loves to b carried.. Sleeps Longer in daytime.. Wakes up 3 times at night for her feeds.. She looks so much like d Ayah.. It's only fair la kan..



So there my adventures of a temp. SAHM..



I'm njoyin it!! Every moment of it!!

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