Words can show how much we miss you..
Everytime i wanted to write an entry about u after that Monday..
I jus cant.. i kept closing the browser..went to bed and cried my hearts out..
Was supposed to finish my assignment..but pictures of u distracted me..
In d dark of d night..with tears dripping down.. i compiled ur pics..
SInce that Monday..i'd been crying myself to sleep...
Now whenever i look at ur ring.. d brooch my aunts and uncles agreed for me to keep..
Tears will just flow non stop..i have to start somewhere kan nenek..so i decide ..maybe now ..
Now is a good time.. i have to face it kan nenek..face it that u're no longer around..
No longer around to watch us all grow.. married..have kids... ur cicit..watch us all laugh..joke around..teasing one another..
You're there..dgnNya... we'll pray for u nenek... n you'll do the same for us kan..
D thought of not having u around whenever we go Cik Yah's house..it jus breaks me..
Yeah setiap pemergian..tentu ada sesalannya..
Sesal..y didnt i come on Sat..sesal y i didnt come again on Sunday evening..
But still ..nothing can take that sesal from me.. from all of us..
Tapi syukur kepadanya..that time i spent wif u..laying beside u..
Massaging ur right thigh..talking to u...even with tears my eyes.. it was worth it..jus u n me.. talkin..
But little did i expect it was to be last ...
The last for everything..
U left us all.. 715am..Monday 7 Jan 08..peacefully in Papa's arms..with Cik Yah by your side..
You're in a better place now nenek.. no more poking needles.. sucky nurses n doctors to bother u..u can have all d soup bontot and soup kaki u want..ur nearer kepadaNya..
Nenek we miss u..
Al fateha buat Hajah Zainon Bte Omar..my nenek tersayang..
Bunda
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