Saturday, January 02, 2010

Separation anxiety

I know separation anxiety exists.. In chn n adults.. But I didn't think I would suffer from it.. Hahaha deniAl!! Ub's routine now has been changed in a way he'll spend weekdays wif us n on thurs after sch till sat or sun he'll be wif his Nenek n atuk..I njoy his company so much that when he's not ard.. Things r not fun anymore.. I'll relive his convos.. D things he say n I'll feel so sad after that.. N it made worse when I call him to hear his voice he'll always reject my call.. Hmmm I guess it's hormones.. :( can't wait to have him back tomoro.. I foresee d amount of persuasions we have to do to get him to go to sch on Monday hahahah..

On another story.. I'm at my 34th wks right now.. N m feeling v uncomfortable when night comes.. Can't sleep properly.. Have to sit down n sleep at times hahah..sometimes I do gt frustrated.. Feels like crying at time ahahh hormones!!! I m so emo over lil things.. :(( d last leg.. N we'll all get to see lil g insya Allah.. She's big.. Now she weights abt 2.9kg.. So if she's heavier on d 11th Jan.. I will have to b induced .. I have yet to prepare her stuffs n my e stuffs.. Bought her clothes though.. Jus left to wash it n fold it.. Had been thinking of Nenek recently.. Then jus realized it's her 2nd death anni next wk.. On d 11th Jan if not wrong.. Imiss her..miss having her ard.. :(( al fateha buat Nenek...