Monday, April 24, 2006

4

i kept looking at d pic.. d 4..
i think i miss them...
*I am

i don wanna b someone whom i don wanna b...
i am who i am n
i am what i am..
yrs back someone said this to me
b who u wanna b n not wat they want u to b..
n he repeated it back to me this wkend..
n made me realise wat a fool i had been..
keeping up wif appearances..saying things that i don normally say..
made myself feel so small..n so angry at myself sometimes..
i don like to hurt ppl's feelings but i didnt realise that..
dalam kesibukan not to hurt person A's feelings i'll hurt B's instead..
life....


hey beb..thanks for that prep talk..u know i need it.. luv u beb

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Q time

..its sunday..
saturday was fun.. a bit rushing tho..

Rushing story.
Sen rushed home to get his stuffs fer activation..
Rushed home then to pick me n Dada up to meet Az n d rest..
Rushed to JB to top up petrol..n buy d necessary items fer Papa..
Rushed to go get my Happy Heart..
then rushed to pick d 3 ppl under 512..
then off to Changi V as d baby was craving for ayam penyek..
hmmm our 4th in a span of 3 wks?
d rushing story stopped at Changi V..

took our time to eat.. chit chat.. d Siti topic came up again... as usual lar..
had ayam penyek..satay..kerang n otak2..
next wk jb plak la eh kalau someone tak de standby..

today..
pagi2 dah ada memo..jamming session today..
hmm jamming season dah start balik eh De?
normally i lazy to tag but mayb today i will..
nak dgr lagu2 ala pub
feeling feeling aje la eh..


then its family time...

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Camou

Sofian,Nizam,Shamkoo.. called d phone..
but owner aint home.. yet
called again..
n d owner was showering..
apa nasib..
they r d camou mates..

we gotta run man we gotta run cited by Sofian

run la kau dari pasir ris sampai clementi..

hmmmm meanwhile...
i've got to stay home..some chores.. KB..
n wait for him..
for our 'merayap' project wif Az Yantty n d hub..
oh plus Dada

Thursday, April 20, 2006

whirl

at work..my mind is in a whirl..
there r lots of stuffs to settle..
d date on d 3rd of may ..
purchases..money in n money out..
paints floors aircon..
daybeds d machines from d small to d big
my practicum's coming
i need a break but no SOUND of bonus yet..
hmmm i very disappointed wif the way things r now
more things to do but still not being appreciated..
p's fine d m's a problem..
work hand in hand will yer?
shall we jus work wat we're paid for?
but thats jus not us..

another note..
this wk is goin on too fast.. its already thurs.. tom friday then come saturday then sunday.. i think i n sen got no life..
monday to friday work.. saturday n sunday time to do wat we like n wat we enjoy then back to d whole routine again... it is so ROUTINE!!!!so so routine..
i think..
i'm jus tired..

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Gals of mine
..it always happen this way..
i would b thinking of old times n few days later.. 'hocus pocus' i'm 'linked' to the past..
was on msn wif one of d 'beachbummers inc' then she added another n so theres 3 of us reminiscne..abt d old times.. then.. ada gambar lama lar...i like d pic wif 4 of us.. hiding from prying eyes kat tepi tangga.. hmmm tepi tangga seem to be our favourite haunt ah eh last time.. but pics r hmmm blurred?? ahhaha to have that mysterious 'picture' of whose who.. i got a rep to protect..

they r my beach kakis..
they r my taitee kakis..
my clubbin kakis..
my mabukin-in-mornin kakis..
my late fri sat nites and sun morns kakis...
my joget2 kakis..
my overnite kakis...
my smokin kakis...
my gila2 kakis...
gals of mine..
d one who contribute quite a sum.. of d old clubbin days..
now semua dah relak one corner.. rite??

Monday, April 17, 2006

HRC

Happy Bday Aries!
its been years down the road since your hrc celeb .. now .. we've all reach our diff chapters in life ..
so may all your wishes cum true .. and here's my baby dusts for yaaaa ...
thanks for coming just now .. but sad .. you miss the musical fountain! ahah!!
Happy 25 AriesSentoL
mommi & daddi Adyan | 04.14.06 - 9:07 am | #




hmmmm msg from Adyan's Mummy certainly brought memories of yesteryears.. back again..
That HRC birthday party was a BLAST... can i say that again.. it was a BLAST....funny and somewhat impossible as it might seem.. i still have presents from that yr.. d glow frame from d g@ydiv@s..dat bracelet from Reeno those birthday cards from Kunta n Maggi_69..d necklace from Masmerah..n the free entry to HRC from Abg Jedi no less.. eheheh..
we shaked bon bons..we did d latino we did that up n down thingy which Aisah n Leyna tot me.. we grooved.. jived... we literally rocked Hard Rock lah that nite.. how can i forget.. but now.. we r at diff. chapters..like wat Aisah said.. i tot after d weddin i could like.. still jump n jive jus like last time.. but hmmm i think i was wrong la..coz it jus stopped.. hmmmm i think d experience of being married to Sen jus slowed me down.. or mayb i think i had enuf..tired of d whole dancing..jumping jiving ..mabuking scene.. n till now.. we (Me n Sen) haven look back since.... tho we sometimes blare d speakers and dance in d bedroom...tho we still do berasap wif JB cigs.. n Sen still get his dosage of 'ala pub' scene during his jamming sessions.. it stop at that..but still i thank d ppl who had made d memories of clubbing n gila2 fun..n of coz memorable..i still do miss those time.. n when i do.. i dance to d mirror of me..

gila tak??gila eh..

i think i've come to a kesedaran of why i am in this life

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Ernz
Damai Seafood

Friday, April 14, 2006

Adyan
2IN1

Hey u..
Today is our day..
Guess how much i miss u..
Guess how much i had been thinking of u
Guess how much i talked about u..
Guess what i had been doing for d past 5 yrs..
5th year n still counting
The same old routine...
Tears b4 d joy of being a yr older..
Every Apr 14th..
U remind me.. d day my mum brought me to this world..
N d day u left us all..
So sad so sad
I miss u.. i always do..
I thought abt u.. i always do..Sen can vouch for dat..
I talked abt u..
N i'm always reminded of u..
One small marlboro menthols n rocher pls...
Is enuff.. for me from u..
No complains.. remember??
Al-fateha for u..
Till we meet..

@ d end of d rainbow..smiling @ me

Monday, April 10, 2006

*End of d painful wk

.. d wk wasnt so painful after all.. wif d many happenings on Sat n Sun itself.. it was ok.. sch drained me out work too..
Saturday
it was great..yet another fam gathering fer d apr babies.. or should i say BIG babies.. we had bbq@ Ibu's place.. it was riot!! d usual makcik2 kecoh lar .. Ibu fried kuey tiaw n noodles..Mama bought d barang2 bbq Cik Eda agar2 Cik Rama yong tahu stuff Cik Ya hmmm i forgot heheh bcoz there were too many food.. Cik Lala Ayam n ayam.. me cheesecake yg tertinggal kat carpark...
After that we met Az fer supper @ AL Ameen n then headed home..

SUnday
Sen usual soccer match.. then to Pasir Ris fer Shidah's wedding.. then to d woods...viewing..west mall fer some walkin session..errands..home...Sen's jamming session was canceled.. so he watched Miss Universe while i started on d assignment..

This week.. is DA WEEK.. 5yrs since MOnkey Limbs passed on.. 2nd yr wif Sen..but a lonely wk.. d wk wif only me Nana n Dada.. only d sibs as d parents have to do some es elefen project of theirs.. so its jus us.. Sen.. night shift this wk..

sampai ke akhir nanti...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

*Yippee!!

.. i was VERY happy to get some es elefen from Mama n was VERY VERY happy coz i know what to spend on wif that es elefen.. sekali..a phonecall from Cik Ajis to inform us on d MUCH MUCH awaited news..by Sunday...Mokhsen n me r owners of a VERY VERY big toy.. n i am VERY VERY VERY happy.. coz its finally ours.. jus ours n no one elses.. but now i'm a bit sad.. coz the es elefen cannot be spent on d tiny tiny thing that i had wanted since d beginning of d year.. instead that es elefen would have to be donated to the VERY VERY big toy fund..so i guess d tiny tiny thing have to wait ..august mayb? oh hmmm Tin Nor n Su care to get it for me?? of hmmm Sen wil u??...

never mind guess dat have to wait ...

meanwhile...VERY VERY big toy.. we're coming to get ya!!

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Pain

.. i am in pain.. @1 place
..tin is in pain.. @3 places..
..nor is in pain.. @2 places
..su..also in pain @2places..

pain pain pain..y so pain....
i tot i would get it yesterday.. but i hold back.. coz it wasnt painful anymore yeah!! this wk is a wk of pain.. pain here there n everywhere.. looking fwd fer nxt wk!!

Monday, April 03, 2006

Purchase

I Tin Su n NOr jus bought ourselves something which will keep us at the edge of our seat for a month?? Congrats to us huh..$288.. congrats heheh.. n me?
i'll be buying fer meself something today.. an advance for d birthday..
tu la sapa suruh tak jaga diri..kan now dah susah

..ouch..