End of sahm period

Few more hrs n my feeling sahm period is over....:((
Didn't do anything much wif ub.. Jus bummed ard the house... Ub is so well behave wif me at home.. but as usual will misbehave when his grandparents are around...n like usual d things he do amazes me... Can't wait for December when he starts sch wif me..

To date I have yet buy things for lil g.. I got a bag of donated clothes from an x colleague.. Syukur.. Think will have more
From my sil.. Did create a
List of things to buy for lil g.. But dun wanna rush.. Take things slow..:)

Hmmm back to reality tomoro.. Draggggggg

N do ayah's back

Look at these 2.. Like as if they hadn't seen each other for yrs... I rest my case!!


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Cries

Ub would cry whenever he wakes up n couldn't find his ayah... (he is THAT sticky to his dad)... Prepared him last nite that he'll have me at home while ayah goes to work.. To which he agreed.. Came mornin 802am... He cried coz well he couldn't fid his ayah... Let him cry it out coZ I know he was feelin sad n
Stuff ... Stopped when he remembered I had that new app on d iPhone n asked if he could play with it... Jus as I loaded it for him.. D ayah called n ub started cryin again hahah .. I laughed yea I did.. I have a very high tolerance for crying kids.. Hahha so let him cry again till he stop.. I think it's gonna b d same tomoro.. I'm jus gonna let him cry it out... Cryin is healthy.. I believe.. Expressing his emotions n let his lungs Exercise hahaha!!!


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Life...

A colleague's mum passed away this morning.. Cancer.. Few relapses n
then this... I feel her.. My maternal grandma had that..she left us
when I was 15.. Dejavu... When I visited her mum that day.. I was
transported back to the time I had my 'mak'...it was nvr easy to look
after d sick.. But it was the least that we could to till her akhir
hayat... I missed my grandparents.. They were d grandparents a child
could ever have...lost my paternal grandad @ 7.. He had a heart
attack.. I Jus started p1.. Tok ayah gave me everythin I wanted..or
watever I needed.. Same like Mak.. Tok mat n Nenek... I was d first
grandchild that explains how much they adore me... Second to go was
Mak.. Cancer...Lost her @ 15... Then tok mat..he was a strong man.. He
fell @ work n he nvr woke up... He introduced me to d world of
perfumes.. Always buyin me d latest ones.. Got engaged to sen 40 days
after tok mat left.. Or was it 100 days.. Regretted we didn't get
engaged earlier...Nenek was d recent to go..last yr.. Nenek watched me
grow... Engaged... Get married n had ub... Ub had his time wif her
though I know she would b even happier to c him grow...
Nenek's demise is still felt now.. I get dreams of her... I miss
her ...but Allah sayang kan dia...

Wonder how is it when it's our turn... We all eventually have to
return to our creator...

Life in d world.. Semua sementara...

Al fateha buat yg telah pergi ... Amin

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Ub says again

Ub likes to say "nanti b sorg mcm mana.." or "nanti b carik ibu/ayah
mcm mana..." or "nanti ub sedih..."whenevr we tell him he has to stay
at nenek's or with grandma while ayah n ibu goes to work.. N so I did
d reverse thingy wif him....

Happened jus a few Mins ago...
We just got back from Nenek mon's house (d ayah's mum.. My mil)... I
know ub is pretty knackered as he was on full swing wif his cousins n
d ever so hyper auntie haha.. D ayah.. Slept soundly.. As usual.. Our
sleep (me n ub's) routine would be chit chat or read a book.. Today is
not a reading night (too lazy hahah)... So we chatted while I
facebooked..we talked abt s diff photos on facebook... Who y what
where.. All ques from him... He was almost dozing off but kept his
eyes open when I asked ques...
Eventually I asked "ub ngantuk nak sleep!"
To which he answered "ub tak sleep mata ub weak!"
Hahahh!! I really do not know where he get that from..
So I told him "nanti ibu sedih mcm mana? Nanti ibu sorg" n he replied
"ibu jgn sedih la mata b weak lar!"
This ques n ans thingy happened a few cycle before he cried n told me
not to b sad... Hahaha I jus love to disturb him... Few secs later...
Not only his eyes went weak... He too!!! Hhaha

Hmmm so amazed at his ans sometimes!!

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Ub says

Went for din din wif ub n d hub.. B4 reaching home I said to ub: b
Wash ur feet bila kita sampai rumah....

Ub smelled his feet n said: but ub tak de smelly feet!!!

Hahaha how do I xplain??

Father of my son.. N dotter...

I cannot thank Allah enuf.. For the other half Allah have given me...
He is d missing puzzle piece that fits in perfectly to my
imperfections.. Syukur alhamdulillah.. He never c my imperfections as
something that he can blackmail me with.. Or something to bring up
whenever we have tiffs.. Instead he worked with those imperfections..
D thing he said to me during raya.. Touches me.. A lot that I'll
remember.. Time to forgiveness but when it was my turn he said... U r
my wife... For everything u said or did... Hari2 saya maafkan...
Him... D husband n d father of my kids....

The notty one...

Was home today coz I bled again but syukur alhamdulillah everything's
fine.. Must have exerted myself ...

Was very tired.. Left ub wif dada.. Heard cries.. Arguements but I
left them to solve it themselves.. Woke up at 4 .. Showered ub n told
him .. He needs to rest... He got upset.. Cried.. (a sure sign that
he's tired) .. Plead to go out.. I highlighted his mistakes (d
arguements.. Spilled water on d floor n denied...) he was quick to
deny..N said he won't do it again.. I didn't budge.. Told him he was
wrong.. Got ngry.. Threw his dino robot on d floor n it broke..
Smacked his thigh twice (something which I regretted after that) n
said he can cry... I'm upset that he threw his Dino n I'm not
accepting that behavior.. He cried.. I let him express his anger..
After a while.. Told him I love him n that I was upset with wat he
did.. He told me he wanted his ayah.. Let him cry again n told him I'm
here if he's ready to give me a hug.. After a while he hugged me n
said ibu sayang k.. Just melted me there n then.. He stopped crying
after a while.. Hugged him kisses n cuddles... Told him I love him but
wat he did was wrong... Gave him suggestions on how to express his
anger .. Repeated myself n asked him wat he should do d next time to
which he answered.. I'm glad that though he is only 2plus... He is
able to accept rules.. Summarize wat we want n don wans..know wat is
wrong n right(though we still have to reinforce)... In d end midst d
cuddling hugs n kisses... He fell asleep...though d whole process took
time.. Was tiring.. I'm glad I wen thru it .. A step of learning more
abt him n he learning abt me..

My angel... Always b...

Made up...

I like my make nowadays.. N I like to make myself up these days...
Aunties... Cousins speculated that bb's a girl that's y I'm like
this.. When I was preggy wif Ub... I was so selekeh... I was abt 5
mths during raya smother time wif ub n I remembered very well I
couldn't b bothered wif how I look.. Jus lipstick n a bit of blush..
This time it was way diff.. 2 days b4 raya I went down jus to stock up
my make up... Ppl who knows me.. Know that I take a long time to
finish up my powder.. Can take yrs!! But my dior two way cake is
almost finish... Jus bought it early this yr!!!i'm vain!! So
different!! Friday's scan confirms it... I m carrying a lil
Me!! Xcited!! Happy n sad at d same time.. Let d sad part stays wif me
n sen...syukur alhamdullilah.. A lil sis for ub comes feb....

On another note... I jus love my eye make up in d pix:))