This notty boy!

Ub hadn't had much attention from us since Zahra fell sick d other day.. At one point of time he told me he wanted to b sick just like Zahra.. That really saddens me..

He had been misbehaving lately and I know it's a cry for attention.. The wrong way!! Ya Allah!! Soon I have to split my attention into three..

I hope and want to give my utmost attention to my kids.. Each of them are different individuals and I have to get to know their individual needs and wants...

Friday and Saturday are closure at sch.. No sch for Ub n Zahra but still work for me.. Zahra will b staying home with grandma coz ayah is away on reservist.. While Ub will be coming to work with me.. I hope these two days I get to give as much attention as I can to him.. Hight on Saturday and mayb I'll try to squeeze in a movie after that..

Since d ayah will b away for the whole wknd too.. I got to find ways to occupy them.. I know my smil will wanna have Ub over.. But I was thinking mayb not this wk.. I wanna spend time with him.. N mayb try together with Zahra too..

Hope this works..

I love u abang no matter how notty u r.. I still do.. Like I always say.. Coz ur my special first.. While Zahra is my special second:)..

New hobby

This lil gal has jus recovered from her fever... Phew... It breaks my heart whenever she or her bro is down.. Well who doesn't right! D sleepless nights of sponging.. Meds.. Cuddling.. Drained us out.. I'm so glad that I have an understanding hub and very helpful parents n siblings.. They help out when these happen..

Though she is well.. She's not drinking her milk from d bottle and has to be spoon fed.. Wonder if it's the bottle or her teeth that is making her irritable..

Her new hobby of 'bongkar' her yellow basket seems to keep her occupied for now.. One thing abt Zahra.. She can concentrate on tasks/activities for quite a while compared to the bro..

Hmmm looks like I jus have to b prepared to clean up d mess after her!!

Finally discharged

I was finally discharged on Monday afternoon.. After almost 5days in d hosp.. My sugar level was still a bit erratic but I really really wanna go home.. Worried for my kids.. Worried for mama n sen..

Sen had been a great help.. He has always been a great help.. Send d kids to sch.. Visit me.. Pick them up.. Send them home.. Spent time and settled their stuffs then visit me in d hosp again.. I don think he had enough rest...

After I came back home.. Zahra showed signs of falling sick.. True enough she fell sick and is still sick.. I hope ub won't get it from her as both of them r very close.. Ub will b constantly kissing and hugging her while she prefers to sleep next to him.. I'd been vomit on countless of time.. We both had sleepless nights n I have to take another day or urgent leave today as I dun think her fever is getting any better.. N sen is going down as well:((.. Will bring her to d gp if it doesn't goes down.. No more kk.. The meds they give normally don work:(

So worried for Zahra.. Hopefully d fever breaks tomoro...

Another day again!!

It sure is frustrating but I must control my emo coz the emo can raise d sugar level in my blood..

Jus came back from d walk to burn d sugars.. Bought these mags and newspapers to keep me occupied and keep my spirits high too... Hopefully today's medicine dosage help to bring down d sugar level ..

I must have not been exercising for a long time.. Coz after walking three rounds of d kampung java park my face is as red as a beetroot!! Ya Allah.. When was d last time I was that red faced?? I think hmmm when I was in amore in 2006 before I got to know I was preys with ub.. I should start... No scrap that I MUST START!!!

Walk

Walking ard kampung java park to burn some sugar.. Burn sugar burn!!

Hospitalised!!

Hooked on d ctg machine to monitor baby's heartbeat.. But bb keep moving and we keep getting 0...

Dear boy... Cooperate and let us get this over and done with.. I know ur feeling uncomfortable that's y u keep moving and can't keep still but hold on ok babe!!

I m hospitalised to monitor my sugar level after being given insulin.. It runs in d fam.. For now I'm having GDM ... Gestational diabetes mellitus.. I got it with Zahra n was prepared that I'll get it again... But didn't foresee that I'll b given insulin and hospitalised!! 

So far d experience here has been nice.. Except d filling for admission.. Mayb I was being a tad too sensitive but I find that d CS could do with a bit more sensitivity on her pad.. and up ur service pls!!

Nurses.. Doctors.. The care assistants are nice.. But I still wish I'm in teeyemsee tho... I miss being there..

It's bored here but ok manageable.. Am suppose to walk to burn off sugar after every meals/snacks...

May b a small deal for some ppl but a big deal for me!! I'd been eating my vegs and drinking low fat milk everyday since Thursday... No choice!! Its for d baby!! N me of coz.. But bb matters most.. I hated d taste of milk.. I stop drinking milk totally at 4 I think.. N hadn't drink any since.. Except for chocolate milk.. Condensed milk.. Hahaha n now I'm paying for d price!!

Arghhh!! Jus took my blood test again.. It's always high after food!! Hmm I'd been walking after my breakfast jus now but it seems it's not enough... I'm hungry again now coz i don think d breakfast this morning was sufficient.. Bleargh!!!

I wanna go home!

-ariesseira-

Hospitalised!!

Sleepless

Zahra n Ub seizing control of d bed..plus d broken down air con equals to sleepless me.. A hot and sticky night.. Finished my ice cream in front of d blowing fan.. Still can't sleep.. Thinking of what to do with the kids later today.. While I'm at that.. Shall finish off my laundry.. While d machine's in a gd mood!!

-ariesseira-

Mama's fridge!!

Apart from d frozen food stored in Mama's fridge.. Two tier are taken up by Nania's milk and Zahra's purees!!
Hahahaha!! Lucky thing the fridge is big!

Eve of Deepavali

Zahra's asleep..
I've sorted d kids dirty laundry.. Washing them in a while...
Cooking brown rice porridge with butternut pumpkin for Zahra's 3 days worth of food...
Fed Ub his dinner of fishballs and spinach..
Wat a gd start to a great wknd!!

-ariesseira-

Cookouts

I love cooking for Zahra.. She eats everything I cook hahaha.. Ub was a picky eater.. Since he was with my smil during d time he was weaning.. I didn't get much chance to cook for him.. He prefers smil's cooking coZ she's a better cook than me!! Hahaha!! Every sat morning is grocery shopping for d kids then it's back home to cook their lunch n Zahra's food for d rest of d wk... Zahra's been eating well lately so I have to cook more than three batches of food for her..

Unlike her bro.. She is a lil on d small side hehehe.. She's heavier but still small... A list of food Zahra eats...

•avocado
•lenthils and broccoli porridge
•cod fish with carrots n cauliflower
•chix n potato porridge
•apple n banana purée
•apple porridge
•fish porridge
•brown rice porridge
•pumpkin porridge

And am psych to cook and let her try other new food!

-ariesseira-